kisah hidupku: shari sblom bgelar siswi heheh!!

hye again!!

hehe wktu tulis blog neyh,
shari b4 nk g stdy...

hemmm wt i hve 2 say,mmg sdey

maw pegi..
n i felt uneasy

to left my home sweet home...
n the most tht i'll mis

shud b my laptop wuwuwuu...

k la hri ni nk cter psl offer ltter yg bln lps da dpt...
cte ini akn dceritakn mgikut kronologi sblom,smase n skrg ngeh3...

orite!!
i strt wit b4 1st..
hemmm mmg aq wish

sgt nk further stdies..
mama nk suh aq wat a-level in new zealand...
coz that she sggest was accountancy as usual..
abah xkasi g sne dsbbkn fktor umo..
die kt aq tllu mude lg utk hdup mrantau kt ngara org..
aq taw r abh syg n rndu kt aq la tuh hehehe cme die xmaw ckp jer

so wktu ni mmg abh ngn mama da mrancg

maw hntr ku ke kolej swasta..
which i doesnt

wana go...hemmmmmm..

here some reasons knpe aq xmaw pegi:

--> fktor duet (msty la mhl giler an,wlu pon aq taw dorg mmpu,bt im not gonna allowed bcz i dnt wanna burden dem nemore)

--> social lyf (mst khidupn sosial,pgaulan agk bbas n aq tkot aq tdorong ke arh itu..sbnyer aq ni mudh tpngaruh ngn kwn..al mklumlah,iman aq ni snipis kulit bwg ajer huhu)

--> changes in character (nt mst aq jdik smbong sb di bwh kolej swasta mst aq akn hdup sng jer..well u noe those "private" skol kan..nt mst aq idup nk sng jer..bln2 taw duet ade dlm bank..mak ayh tlg bank-in kn..jd aq xmaw jd cmtu..im 18 larh..xkn asek nk dpend pd mk ayh jer)

so regardless of the points stated,i make my dcision by not going ther...

stlh itu,aq mnuggu

offer lg dan lg..
agk kuciwa

krn lme aq tggu xde pon yg dpt...
hahahaha bdebar2

nk dpt surat wkakakaaa!!

sblom tu nk gtaw aq de apply 4 mtrx n upu shja..
tlupe nk apply mktb..hahahaha
rmi mk sdare,kazen2,ckgu2 skolah suh aq jdik ckgu...
agk bminat nk jd ckgu..mayb sb mama seorg ckgu..
tp jd xnk plak sb tgok tgs n tgjwb mama jdik seorg guru mmg xmnentu mse..

kdg2 xde mse utk fmly..
dsbbkn aq mgunekn akal utk pk mse dpn aq yg agk pjg,aq xmaw ank aq jd cm aq skg...
means here,agk kurg ksh syg dr fmly..

sb ayh pon jrg jer jmpe haish!!
mlm jer kmi sume dpt bsmuke..pastu pg sume org da xjmpe..hahahaha thts al about my fmly...adehhh termelencong lak da...

bck to the story,
1 hri yg agk cerah suam2 kuku hahaha
aq mdpt surat..jeng3...

surat dri..................MATRIKS..
aq da taw aq dpt mtrks sb da cek thru on9 hrtu..

jauh gler

kt arau,perlis...
aq nk pegi sb xnk status "swasta" hahahaa
tp mama n abh xkasi..sb jauh sgt..
adoiii sume bnde xkasi..

mcm la aq nk g kwen lari kt siam plak...
hishhhhhh!! sdey gler tyme tuh..
sb aq taw upu mmg aq xlyk sb rmi yg brilliant stdnt kt luar tu..
so xbhrap pon...

mama da psan klu xdpt upu,kaklong msk jer UNITEN...
owhhh no!! aq tgk byaran 1sem pon da tkejut gler..
xmaw r msuk,ribu2 tuh!!

mst de alternatif len..

xkire2!!
then 1 hri,rsult upu da bley cek..
di saat tgh hri yg agk mbahang,

dgn muke yg agk cuak..
aq ltk no ic n cek...

ANDA BERJAYA KE UIA!!!

hahahahaha....sgguh ku tharu n nk aje aq lompat bntang

kt situ hehe..
sgera ku mmgil mama n abh...
dorg pon tsenyum kambeng lalu abh mcium dahi ku...
heheh!! tharu plak =P
mama lak mmeluk aq seerat2 nyer...
ngeeeeee xP..aq trase bhgie

d saat itu....cm nk trbang je hahah!!

orite itu cter sblom n smase kn...

skg cter skrg ni lak..
esk da hr ahd..
aq ptotnyer dftr esk..

rse agk gmntar utk bgelar bkl siswi..wkakakaa

cm xcye jer..

gundah gulana rse d hti hehehe
aq msuk u?? sgguh btuah

aq mdpt rezkey sdemikian..
sgguh ku trse kerdil

di sisi ALLAH..
mlh aq mrsekn xlyk

mjejak ke tmpt itu..
tp apekn daya,aq cbe utk mguatkn hti utk tros bjuang demi abh,mama,adik2 n dri sniri
akn ku berusaha sdaya upaya utk mgenggam sgulung ijazah nt..