Friday, May 22, 2009
shari sblom bgelar siswi heheh!!
hehe wktu tulis blog neyh,
shari b4 nk g stdy...
hemmm wt i hve 2 say,mmg sdey maw pegi..
n i felt uneasy to left my home sweet home...
n the most tht i'll mis shud b my laptop wuwuwuu...
k la hri ni nk cter psl offer ltter yg bln lps da dpt...
cte ini akn dceritakn mgikut kronologi sblom,smase n skrg ngeh3...
orite!!
i strt wit b4 1st..
hemmm mmg aq wish sgt nk further stdies..
mama nk suh aq wat a-level in new zealand...
coz that she sggest was accountancy as usual..
abah xkasi g sne dsbbkn fktor umo..
die kt aq tllu mude lg utk hdup mrantau kt ngara org..
aq taw r abh syg n rndu kt aq la tuh hehehe cme die xmaw ckp jer
so wktu ni mmg abh ngn mama da mrancg maw hntr ku ke kolej swasta..
which i doesnt wana go...hemmmmmm..
here some reasons knpe aq xmaw pegi:
--> fktor duet (msty la mhl giler an,wlu pon aq taw dorg mmpu,bt im not gonna allowed bcz i dnt wanna burden dem nemore)
--> social lyf (mst khidupn sosial,pgaulan agk bbas n aq tkot aq tdorong ke arh itu..sbnyer aq ni mudh tpngaruh ngn kwn..al mklumlah,iman aq ni snipis kulit bwg ajer huhu)
--> changes in character (nt mst aq jdik smbong sb di bwh kolej swasta mst aq akn hdup sng jer..well u noe those "private" skol kan..nt mst aq idup nk sng jer..bln2 taw duet ade dlm bank..mak ayh tlg bank-in kn..jd aq xmaw jd cmtu..im 18 larh..xkn asek nk dpend pd mk ayh jer)
so regardless of the points stated,i make my dcision by not going ther...
stlh itu,aq mnuggu offer lg dan lg..
agk kuciwa krn lme aq tggu xde pon yg dpt...
hahahaha bdebar2 nk dpt surat wkakakaaa!!
sblom tu nk gtaw aq de apply 4 mtrx n upu shja..
tlupe nk apply mktb..hahahaha
rmi mk sdare,kazen2,ckgu2 skolah suh aq jdik ckgu...
agk bminat nk jd ckgu..mayb sb mama seorg ckgu..
tp jd xnk plak sb tgok tgs n tgjwb mama jdik seorg guru mmg xmnentu mse..
kdg2 xde mse utk fmly..
dsbbkn aq mgunekn akal utk pk mse dpn aq yg agk pjg,aq xmaw ank aq jd cm aq skg...
means here,agk kurg ksh syg dr fmly.. sb ayh pon jrg jer jmpe haish!!
mlm jer kmi sume dpt bsmuke..pastu pg sume org da xjmpe..hahahaha thts al about my fmly...adehhh termelencong lak da...
bck to the story,
1 hri yg agk cerah suam2 kuku hahaha
aq mdpt surat..jeng3...
surat dri..................MATRIKS..
aq da taw aq dpt mtrks sb da cek thru on9 hrtu..
jauh gler kt arau,perlis...
aq nk pegi sb xnk status "swasta" hahahaa
tp mama n abh xkasi..sb jauh sgt..
adoiii sume bnde xkasi.. mcm la aq nk g kwen lari kt siam plak...
hishhhhhh!! sdey gler tyme tuh..
sb aq taw upu mmg aq xlyk sb rmi yg brilliant stdnt kt luar tu..
so xbhrap pon...
mama da psan klu xdpt upu,kaklong msk jer UNITEN...
owhhh no!! aq tgk byaran 1sem pon da tkejut gler..
xmaw r msuk,ribu2 tuh!!
mst de alternatif len.. xkire2!!
then 1 hri,rsult upu da bley cek..
di saat tgh hri yg agk mbahang, dgn muke yg agk cuak..
aq ltk no ic n cek...
ANDA BERJAYA KE UIA!!!
hahahahaha....sgguh ku tharu n nk aje aq lompat bntang kt situ hehe..
sgera ku mmgil mama n abh...
dorg pon tsenyum kambeng lalu abh mcium dahi ku...
heheh!! tharu plak =P
mama lak mmeluk aq seerat2 nyer...
ngeeeeee xP..aq trase bhgie d saat itu....cm nk trbang je hahah!!
orite itu cter sblom n smase kn...
skg cter skrg ni lak..
esk da hr ahd..
aq ptotnyer dftr esk..
rse agk gmntar utk bgelar bkl siswi..wkakakaa
cm xcye jer.. gundah gulana rse d hti hehehe
aq msuk u?? sgguh btuah aq mdpt rezkey sdemikian..
sgguh ku trse kerdil di sisi ALLAH..
mlh aq mrsekn xlyk mjejak ke tmpt itu..
tp apekn daya,aq cbe utk mguatkn hti utk tros bjuang demi abh,mama,adik2 n dri sniri
akn ku berusaha sdaya upaya utk mgenggam sgulung ijazah nt..
hny itu hsrt d hti spya terukir sbuah snyuman da bbirmu abah n mama!!
hnye itu mtlmt ku!!
insyaallah,
kwn2 aq hrp korg doakn sgala kjayaan aq ni nt...
bgtu jge dgn mama n abah...
brkatilah kak long..
kak long jnji xkn sia2kn pluang yg sdh dbntang luas ini!!
smuge pjalanan kami esk lancar hendaknye...amin!!
tme ksey pd yg sudi mbace ^^,
Thursday, May 21, 2009
ngeeeee kisah sbuah novel hehe!!
dear mr dairy....
bru2 ni,ade la tgerak hti nk mbce nvel...
pnh mympah kt nvel sb byk sgt page n mls nk bce...
tp lately it turn off to b 1 of my fvret pass tyme...
dsbbkn bru hbes spm, jd xbt pape...
coz parents xbg keje n utk stgh thun aq mhbeskn mse kt rmh...
haishhhhhhhh!! bosan seyh...
dsbbkn tbiat meng'on9 tu da sbati...
jd slme duk kt rmh,mmg on9 je la....
kdg2 tu on9 smpi thap jemu pon ader...
duk jer r mghadap laptop n dgr lgu2 bkumandang hak34...
stlh skian lme,
tbe2 ilham nk bce nvel tu dtg muahahahaaa...
stat dr belek2 bku kt sbuah kdai that formerly known in raub...
guess wher?? hehehe kt pustaka pertama ajewr...
btenggek pnye btenggek kt ruang bku tuh,
tbe2 mte kuwh tertancap kt nme sbuah novel neyh...
"TIADA NOKTAH CINTA"...
xbpngalamn mbce nvel xbmksd aq xreti plih nvel...
pd dsrnye aq sllu tgk kwn2 aq klu beli bku,mst bce snopsis kt blkg...
so i did the sme as them...
quite interesting gak sb die cte derita n sngsara hdup seorg pmpuan...
so beli r bku tu yg hrgenye rm17...
slmt tggl duit kuwh...
sb bosan pnye psl,xkeysa r mlayang bpe byk pon keh3....
bce pnye bce....
keje rutin harian pon aq ley lpe...
heheh!! kne mrh ngn mama sb lmbt angkt kaen...
ngeeeeeeee xP....sory yer ma...
tleka la tyme tuh,so xpasan hik3....
2hri 1 nvel hbes aq bce...
wat a guwd start,n i strt smiling on my own....
snyum2 kamben.....
hbes jer bce nvel tu....
aq bt andaian n ksimpulan sniri...
aq geram gler ngn mnusia n dgelar sbg LELAKI....
its not that i hate them,bt jz their capability to b a man isnt ther...
jd cmni pon sb slh 1 wtak tuh mhapuskn dara pmpuan dlm cte tu (what a tpical word i use keh3)
so hbes jer nvel tu,i then strt to buy my 2nd collection alaf 21 nvel...
the title gven "MULANYA 1 CINTA"
aq bli nvel jz bdasrkn tjuk...
klu tjuk die bes,mst jln cter die bes....(in my opinion)
i gve it 5 upon 5 for a superb story...
mmg cte die "easy going"...
xrugi kalo bce...mmg tsengih cm kerang busuk+tsnyum kambeng ble bce hahahaaa
**bdasarkn pnglamn ku sndri....
siap aq sndri bley mrajok xnk bce da nvel tuh...
sb wtk utame die at last nt gonna hve happily ever after pnye ending.....
tinking back hw bad am i by judging it fer the 1st 34 chpter huhuu...
pstu mule r stat da bce part yg ending tu....
alamtnyer aq da taw la pe yg jd,so mken bsmgt nk bce heheheee
da tu lyn pnye lyn...trase ter’fall in love wit the guy who supposed to marry the gurl...
adoiiii tprasan diri ku ini sbg wtk utma sbntr hik3....
i wud a gve a big applause to the writer known as ROSE HARISSA...
tjtuh hati ngn karya2 die yg mudh dfahami dn mgangkt mruah n drjat ktinggian seorg laki...
btol la bsikan2 kata bhwe skeras2 btu,pasti cair jgk akbt titisan air...
whch means here...air yg turun mbasahi btu2 yg keras lme2 tlekuk juge btu tu n the other meaning was skeras2 hti seorg lelaki/seego2 org laki pst cair jge dgn lemah lmbut seorg pmpuan....
i bear that on my mind till now...
skadar bkongsi sdkt pjlnn cite tuh,
hereby, i dedicated a song named “LULUH” by Indonesian band famously named as SAMSONS
Begitu lelapnya aku pun terbuai
Sebenarnya aku telah berharap
Ku kan memiliki dirimu selamanya
Segenap hatiku luluh dan tak
Mengiringi dukaku dan kehilangan dirimu
Sungguh ku tak mampu tuk mereda
Kepedihan hatiku untuk merelakan kepergianmu
Ingin ku yakini cinta takkan berakhir
Namun takdir menuliskan kita harus berakhir
Segenap hatiku luluh dan tak
Mengiringi dukaku dan kehilangan dirimu
Sungguh ku tak mampu tuk mereda
Kepedihan hatiku untuk merelakan kepergianmu
Tak sanggup ku merelakan mu
Segenap hatiku luluh dan takMengiringi dukaku dan kehilangan dirimu
Sungguh ku tak mampu tuk mereda
Kepedihan hatiku untuk merelakan kepergianmu